Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I'm not very good at this blogging thing apparently...


My mystery illness whipped my ass last week.   I just started feeling up to doing anything other than sitting on the sofa.   Sooooooooo....let's get to it....

Let's start with my mystery illness....once believed to be Sjogren's Syndrome and even CREST syndrome, but now apparently all in my head.    I for sure have dryness issues that have at one point been blamed on everything, but they have persisted regardless of medication and amount of water intake.   Red, gritty eyes.  Dry, bleeding mouth.   Cracked, bleeding lips.  Cracked, bleeding hands and cuticles.   (Let's not even begin with dryness in other places *cough*.)  Sexy, huh?

Now, let's move along to the sun sensitivity...How awesome is it to be able to go into the sun for a minimal amount of time...maybe like 30s walking from a vehicle to a car...and end up with a bright pink rash that itches like hell?   That is pretty damn awesome huh?  No?

Well, what about the joint and muscle pain?   Still not cool?

What about extreme fatigue that makes even showering a task?   Still not convinced of the greatness?

I know this one should lure you in....esophageal spasms and dysphagia!!!!!!!!!!!!   YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!   Everybody wants that, right?   You want to

 choke on water, bread, chicken, and anything imaginable, correct?   You want the forces in your esophagus to be able to shoot liquids out of your mouth?  Or wait...you want to have random debilitating spasms that are commonly compared to the pain of heart attacks?    The pain that feels like a hot knife is being twisted in your chest and back...that radiates up your neck and into your jaw....

Turned on yet?

Now, imagine that you have all these symptoms and more and not having anything that will make you feel better...even if only temporary.  

Add on the stress of going from doctor to doctor, paying hundreds of dollars, only to have them say "nothing's wrong," "you're depressed," "there's nothing i can do for you...i know this affects your quality of life greatly, but the medicine that i know will help you...im afraid that it will lower your blood pressure too much...and you're too young..."

It's not easy to live like this.   It gets to the point that you don't even mention when you feel bad anymore.   Or you purposely don't tell a doctor everything because it starts to sound excessive.

Nobody ever understands how bad you feel.   They just don't understand that I'm not "just tired."

They can't understand how frustrating it is to know that I'm only 28 and I struggle with swallowing food and liquids, and that I'm suffering in silence EVERY SINGLE TIME I take a sip of water or eat a bite of food.

They can't know what it feels like to have people tell you that it's all your head and that you're a hypochondriac.   I WISH!   I really wish it was a psychological problem.  

Ummm....this ended up being a rant...I didn't intend for it to go this way...but I'm tired of being sick.

Here's a summary of what I've gone through


  • Dry Eyes
  • Dry Mouth
  • Urinary Frequency
  • Urinary Urgency
  • Sun Allergy/Photo Contact Dermatitis
  • Esophageal Spasm
  • Swollen lymph nodes (parotid glands swollen for weeks summer '06; generalized painful swelling fall '08)
  • Joint pain
  • Joint stiffness
  • Fatigue
  • Night sweats
  • Dry Skin
  • Vaginal dryness
  • Frequent sinus pressure and pain
  • Muscle pain and occasional weakness
  • Hives (fall '08)


  • 2 Primary Doctors (+1 Physician's Assistant)
  • Urologist
  • Gastroenterologist
  • Rheumatologist
  • Allergist
  • General Surgeon
  • 2 Upper GI series 
  • Esophagogastroduodenoscopy
  • Esophageal manometry
  • HIDA Scan
  • Abdominal Ultrasound
  • X-rays
  • Esophageal dilation
  • Skin allergy test
  • Urinalysis
  • Sed Rate
  • CPR
  • Evoxac
  • Restasis
  • Mobic
  • Levsin
  • Symax
  • Nexium
  • Prilosec
  • Aciphex
  • Kapidex
  • Prevacid
  • Protonix
  • Zegerid
  • Enablex
  • Ditropan
  • Detrol LA
  • Sanctura
I'm completely normal...except for having diffuse esophageal spasms, microcytosis, hypochomia, and abnormal red blood cells.    

I think I'm going to vent about this for the rest of the week.   



  1. Oh Latoya, my heart goes out to you! Sounds like you're having different reactions to the meds, each one added is causing more side effects. I see this everyday, where I work. Please google in Alkaline Food Chart. Print it out and go to the Vitamins Plus Store, over at Drug Emporium (in rear of store). Buy all of your food and drinks, there. Also, buy a good multiple vitamin, and extra B6, for skin, B 12 microdots, for energy, and C, for immune system health. Drink Pomegranate juice and green tea, w/ lemon for urinary health. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you feel better, soon! Hugs!

  2. Thanks, Marguerite, for the suggestions.

    I don't take any meds right now. I never took any of them for more than a few weeks, but unfortunately, I can't do some supplements because they make my spasms worse. But there's a lot that I can tolerate, so I try to incorporate them.

    I love Drug Emporium and I was just there this weekend. Got me some flax seed oil and wheat germ oil.

    I'm looking at the alkaline food chart right now...looks doable. I might give it a shot.

  3. Hi Latoya, I'm so glad to hear that you went off the meds! And I'm very happy that you are open to alternative treatments. You're on the right path, cher! Drink the organic carrot juice and take the liquid vitamins and have your iron checked, if you haven't already. Sending you positive thoughts and wishes for a speedy return to health, cher! Blessings, Marguerite

  4. im open to any treatment that works lol

    and thanks again!!


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